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Tuesday, 18 November 2008
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well, I've been really good friends with this guy for two years! He's my best guy-friend EVER!! And now it seems like he's gonna be my boyfriend.
I told him I need to think about it... I mean, I found out about my feelings for him only a week ago ( or maybe more, but I just wouldn't admit it ) and since he's my best guy friend it's really weird... but of course I know I'm going to say yes, I just need time to get used to it!!
Anyway, at that day, everything seemed to make no sence at all, and at the end I found myself crying and totally freaking out about all this couple thing! I never had a boyfriend, and such situation is really weird!! But is it normal to be afraid? Because this is so not like I imagined it! I mean, in my head i'm supposed to be the happiest girl alive! But instead I go and cry and freak out cause I got what I wanted!! Is it really ok?
Now I'm less scared, and actually my friends say it's ok to be nervous at first, I only hope they right, cause I have no idea. But I'm going to take this chance... so I might find this couple-relationship even more fun than friends-relationship.
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